Actual rating: 4.5I'd have given this a 5 if not for the then's; I just wanted to get them all over with so I could get to the now's, but of course they were necessary to the story. It's just that I have read too many spoilers so I wanted to know what would happen to Lena and Julian. And the ending. ALL THE FEELINGS. THE CONFUSION. MY HEART CANNOT TAKE IT. Can't wait for Requiem!